In silence

Wednesday Morning, Auckland weather forecast.
A mix of cloud and sun, 0-1 mm rain, windy.

Why o why, it has been raining since last Wednesday.
I could not ask for sun, in the time of autumn rain.

And you and you and you
Have been a grumpy old bag since its started raining.
And I and I and I,
Is starting to catch that cold

I wonder about my washing that never dry
I wonder about this sentimental approach
I wonder about him that wears funny color sweater
I wonder about you and the smile that you never wear

Is the sun that I missed so much
Or is his yellow bright hair that I missed so much
O why o Why O why
The rain never stopped since last wednesday

1 May 2009

Dan bintang-bintang pun berguguran
Warnanya perak tak seperti warna daun yang gugur di sini
Kemarin ku bertanya pada mentari

Tentang orang-orang yang pergi
Membawa harap-harap tak pasti

Lalu mentari bilang tanyakan saja pada mega
Kutolehkan wajah pada mega
Ia merengut dan ditepisnya aku dengan hujan

Hujan yang turun lamat-lamat,
bersenandung pelan mengajakku melamun
aspal yang basah dan berbau pengap



Entah kenapa hari ini terasa sendu

If

If I could die with you
And meet you in the after life


Perhaps


I can say that my life is not a waste of time

Dumbness is contagious!

Kebodohan itu menular!

Ya ya ya, kebodohan itu menular. Kalau teman bicara kita itu bodoh, bicara tanpa fakta, atau yang lebih parah dengan opini buatannya yang lalu dipercayainya sebagai fakta, dan kita mendengarkan...

Kita menjadi bodoh.

Kalau teman kita wawasannya disitu-situ saja, dan setiap kali kita berbicara dengannya kita juga disitu-situ saja...

Kita menjadi bodoh.

Kalau teman kita keras kepala dan tidak open-minded terhadap apapun juga, dan kita berteman dengannya, lama-lama kita terpengaruhi dan...

Kita menjadi bodoh.

Menurut peribahasa, 'Birds of the same flocks fly together' alias...burung yang bulunya berwarna sama, terbang bersamaan,

Yah...saya tidak mau terbang dalam grup yang dicap bodoh.

Iseng-iseng ga berhadiah

You are Strength

Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy.

This is a card of courage and energy. It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot, which might be why, in some decks, it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Catfish Blues

Pap pa pap pap pap *Jimmy Hendrix Catfish Blues*

"Well I wish I was a cat fish"

Pap pap pap...nail polish warna item. Oh yeaahhh..

"Swimmin in the, the deep blue sea
Pap pap pap... eyeliner hitam super tebal. Oh yeah....

Asap rokok bikin bengek. Oh yeah...
Skinny Jeans belel juga warna item...pap pap pap pap...Oh yeah...

"Yeah well, there's two, two trains runnin,"
"But there's not one thats goin my way" Oh yeahhh"
"I roll and I tumble"
"Practically all night long..."
"My baby don't treat me well.."

(Lets funk the blues and fart the house down)

Burst *

21.02.09 past midnight

Will you dance, even though you may fall?
Will you run, even though you may be left behind?
Will you try, or will you stay to regret?

Will I turned to be her
And you turned to be me
In a time that has passed through our fingertips?

Mon Amour,

About the things I never said
And the promises that never be fulfilled

Lief,
Maia

Forever Young

When was it? How was it? Can you feel the touch of life of every thing that you've experienced for the first time.

First movie, first concert, first club, first cafe, first restaurant. First school, first shopping time. First time I bought the shoes. First time I have a friend, first time I cried, first time I laugh, first time I feel happy.

When was it? How was it? Its all feel so distant in memory.

First movie becomes just another movie, first concert becomes just another concert, first cafe becomes just another cafe. First kiss becomes just another kiss. All felt bland and hazy. I'm growing old and boring.

The need to feel, the need to live, the need to feel alive.

I don't want to tone down with time. I don't want to be a silly teenager either. But I want to feel alive. And if imagination, the open-mindedness to feel new experience is there.....(what if?)

Forever Young

Dendang Serapah

Kemanakah pergi
Mencari kebenaran?

Kemanakah berjalan
Menyusuri kejayaan?

Akankah Kau cari di jalan-jalan setapak bertabir malam?

Wahai Engkau, Satria-Satria berpakaian lusuh
Adakah hati yang murni di puteri-puteri cantikmu?
Bilakah engkau berhenti menghamba
Pada angsa-angsa anggun itu?

Wahai Engkau Juwita-Juwita perajut mimpi
Adakah tulus di hati pangeran-pangeranmu nan berwajah malaikat itu?

Untuk siapa kau rajut, tirai-tirai cinta itu
Wahai Satria dan Juwitaku?

Rembulan dalam Neurosis

Cahaya
Rembulan

Dibalik pelipis mataku
Setiap kali ku pejamkan mata
Ada Bulan Sabit mengintip

Kasih sayang yang tak ada habisnya
Seperti sungai mengalir menuju samudra

Adakah aku pernah menyesal?

Adakah diriku menjadi sombong, jika kukatakan Tuhan benar-benar menyayangiku?
Karena itu terpantul dari hambanya yang berada disekitar-ku

Adakah aku pernah menyesal
Jika kulihat cahaya rembulan setiap kali kupejamkan mata